All work and no play...

Hi *waves*. It's official. I'm working to hard. Having two jobs sucks. All work and no play makes Tiffany a very bad girl. I figured that's why I was acting all weird about that guy. It was exhaustion. I was too tired to think straight.

Speaking of the guy, I kinda gave him the cold shoulder that day. I wasn't mean, I was civil, but I certainly wasn't as "friendly" has I had been. I wasn't flirting before, I don't do that, but back then I thought I had a chance. Anyway, I'm pretty much over that whole thing and I'm starting to feel comfortable around him again, but now, since I did the "civil" thing, he's turned around and done the same to me.

What the fuck? He was all chipper and happy and smiling when I came back to work after he spilled that info. Then, after I kept my distance, he does the same thing the next day. Am I projecting? Is it me? My sister thinks that because I get along so well with everyone else in the Deli, and I was acting the same with them and different with him that he feels left out. I decided not to be a bitch and tried to included him the last two days. I don't want anyone to be left out. I know he's shy and all, but I'm not one of those people who leaves people out just because they aren't as outgoing or open as I am.

Anyway, I think I may have made him uncomfortable with the distance thing after the info spill. I don't think he's stupid, so maybe he put 2 and 2 together and figured out that I may have liked him then got freaked out by the whole "married with a baby's mama" deal and got freaked out himself. We'll see what happens tomorrow. I just want things to be like nothing ever happened and I never had feelings for him at all. I'd be really happy with that.

Enough really personal stuff. I need a new layout. I've already started working on something. I don't know if I'll keep it, but I like it so far. This vector was nice at first, but with all layouts that stay up to long, I'm getting bored with it. I'll probably have time to put something up later this week.

I'll see you peeps later. Peace and love.