No, I'm not dead...
Hi *waves*. I figured I'd posted since I have time before I have to go to work. Life has been sucking as usual. I've been working non-stop, as usual. Pretty much everything is the way it was the last time I posted.
I've been trying to be productive although it's been very hard. I've worked on M-C.com, designed a layout that I like and started coding, but still, I should be farther along than I am. I'm going through a laziness slump. In fact, I've been going through it for the last few months. I don't know... I guess I'm just discontent with my life... as usual.
I want to go back to school, but I don't think I'm going back to college just yet. I'm thinking about going to cosmotology school. Don't laugh, I'm serious. I'm really good at doing other people's make-up and hair and you can make a lot of money. I'd much rather do something creative that I enjoy rather than slaving away in the service deli. I want to be happy doing what I'm doing. I want to get up in the morning and look forward to going into work. I don't want to get up for work and wish I was dead or consider quitting everyday. And trust me, I would quit if I could. But until I find another job that pays more money, I can't.
Anyway, so yeah, maybe make-up artist or fashion stylist would be good in the meantime. And knowing how I have to be all well rounded and shit, I'd want to know how to do everything, hence cosmotology school.
I need a new layout too. I'll probably do something simple, just for a change. God, I remember when I used to change my layout like every freakin week. I wish I had the time to do that. Just chill and be creative. I just don't have anytime to be free and artsy like I want to be. Maybe that's why I'm so depressed. Peace.
Tiff,
I completely support you and it's not stupid to want to go into that field. I've worked in a salon for three years -- you can make a shitload, no joke, lol!
If you hook up with a corporate-owned salon like JCP, you end up with 401k and full benefits. Plus, you get to keep taking classes that the company helps pay for to advance your training. If you reach the top status in the salon, you're named a Master and you make even more money.
Let me know how it goes. You have my full support.
BTW - I DID get into grad school! I will be registering tomorrow and I'm in the running for a thousand dollar scholarship as well. Not much, but when you think about how much books cost, that will pay for 2 1/2 semesters of books.
I'm gonna email you a big folder with potential layout stuff to see what you think. Maybe we can work something out during the Christmas break. I'm off from December 15th until January 18th although I will be starting an internship, but since I don't have school in addition I can get a layout up during that time. Feel free to call my cell anytime as well.
LOVE YOU
love jackie
hey tiffany!!! ain't stopped by in a long time so yeah, just wanted to say hey!!! man, paparazzi isn't getting any traffic, any tips? i need to spam people i think!!! hahaahah but yeahh i didn't get any e-mail on the new log in info for ftp-ing either!!! :s anyways, hope everything is good, i'll b back to read teh blog proper later!! *mwah* :)
Hey Tiff, what's up? I haven't hear from you in a really long time. do you know where is Judy?!? She said she wanted to join forces with me to bring everyone the latest of Kate Bosworth but she just vanished... what happened to her? Please, email me as soon as possible. Thanks! I'm dying to see your Matt site up and running again.