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Alright kids, I'm not dead. I know you were wondering there for a moment, but I am indeed still in the land of the living... barely.

I've mostly been working or sick for the past few months. I got a double dose of the flu and an ear infection and was out three days for both. I actually had to go to the emergency room for the ear infection as it was causing vertigo and the room wouldn't stop spinning. Of course all of this happened at work and I was supremely humiliated by the whole thing.

Anyway, there is a new layout up at Sebastian-Stan.com and things seem to be going well for him, which is nice. As far as a new layout here goes, I'm working on it, but I also have some other projects in the works that have priority, but I will try to post more (I say that every time, I know).

I also went to yet another Circa Survive concert last night. There were four bands playing and I can't remember all of the names right now, but generally they were all pretty good. It was once again in L.A., Hollywood this time, at the Avalon and it was an okay show although I left at the tail end of Circa's set as I wasn't interested in seeing the headlining band. I have pictures and crap and will post a dedicated blog entry with the pics later. I'm too lazy to do it now.

Also, Jackie, I have not forgotten about you. I so owe you a new layout and will e-mail soon. I've just haven't had the time or the patients to really deal with e-mail right now.

Okay, that's about it. I know no one reads this anymore, but I blog for my comfort, not yours. Kisses!

Hi *waves*. So, Becky's wedding is this coming sunday (August 7th) and I've just now bought something to wear. It really sucks when things like this come up cause it makes me realize what a shitty wardrobe I actually have. I pretty much have t- shirts and jeans. I have no "club" wear and no special occasion wear. I am working on transforming my wardrobe into grown -ups clothes, but that shit is expensive.

However, I bought a really cute white lace top and a green and white diagonal stripped skirt (it's cuter than it sounds) from Torrid. It has a whole 50's type thing going on. Now all I need is some cute strappy heels and mabye some new earrings... if I can afford it.

This outfit actually makes me look like I a have a shape. And it's not black. Wearing black to a day-time wedding is not cool and frankly, I'm sick of wearing black. I'm fat. Black isn't going to magically make me skinny, so I might as well wear the clothes I like in the colors I like and be proud of who I am and how I'm shaped.

Yeah, walking around Torrid and seeing all those incredible colthes made me feel a little crappy. I so was not meant to be poor, however, I figure if I budget my money right (like I've been doing) I could probably afford one item of clothes a week at retail price. Clearances items are another story.

Anyway, I have to go back to the mall and look at some shoes as well as some other things. I also need to wash my uniforms. Doing laundry sucks.

Peace, Love, Blessed it be.

Hi *waves*. It's 1:30AM and I'm not the least bit tired. I have to go to work today at 11AM. Oh well, regardless of if I get sleep, I still have to go to work.

Speaking of work, It's Friday which means I'm getting paid. I'm actually waiting for my direct deposit to post so I can see how much I have (which isn't going to be much) so I can pay bills.

It's hard to pay all these bills with so little money. There's a lot of stuff I want that, in reality, aren't that expensive or that impractical, but seem so out of reach... it's quite depressing.

But whatever, I'll pay my bills, buy some groceries and if I have something left over, maybe take myself out to lunch and some drinks with Mother on Sunday. My sister is leaving for Dallas, Texas in the morning and is going to be gone for the weekend, so I'm sure my mom will be bored. I suppose I can afford to take us out.

Anyway, I need to work on a new layout for Matt- Czuchry.Com. I'm getting bored with the current one and I think I can do better. I just need to get off my lazy ass.

Peace and Love. Blessed it be.

Hi *waves*. It's about to be 5PM on a beautiful California summer day and I've just crawled out of bed. Okay, not just, but almost. I've been awake for about an hour and I have to say that not working today, being able to sleep in and just generally being lazy is very nice indeed.

I haven't been completely lazy. I still have to wash clothes as I'm practically out of clean things to wear and I have to wash my uniform for work tomorrow. I would have done this already, but my fucked up neighbors (who always hog the washer and dryer) have managed to break the damn thing so no one can wash now. Assholes. So now I'm off to a public laundry. There's a new one next to my video store that's all nice and shiny. Yay!

In other productive news, I've decided to get off my lazy ass, open up Microsoft access and create a computerized checkbook for myself. I have all my purchases nicely organized by spending type, date etc with an ending balance to show me how much I've spent and how much I have avaliable to me. For someone who is a complete idiot when it comes to money, this is quite the accomplishment. I'm very proud of myself and I'm determined to manage my money wisely. I want Triple A credit, damnit! Yes, that is my dream.

Alright, I'm off to find something clean to wear so I can go wash the bags of clothes that are slowly taking over my room. Peace, Love and Blessed it be.