Depressed Musing: July 2004 Archives

Hi *waves*. It's 6:05am, I have to be at work at 11am and I haven't been to sleep AT ALL. I figure I'll hit the wall at around 5pm today. By the time I'm off (7:30pm) I'll be so tired I won't be tired anymore. I hate that feeling. I'm hoping to pass out by 9pm tonight.

Another thing has occured to me during my wakeful hours. I used to be interesting, but I'm not anymore. I used to write really clever blogs. I'm not trying to toot my own horn, but I'm pretty clever... right?

Anyway, I'm sure you're tired of me complaining about not posting and I understand that. Instead of complaining about it, I should just fucking post, but most of the things that are on my mind are work and a certain married guy that shall remain nameless. I keep having dreams about him too. That is not good.

I'm still working on a new layout. I have something I like but I haven't decided if I want to use it yet. I feel like I need something different and the layout I'm working on now is more of the same.

On a happy note, I downloaded the theme to Halloween as my cellphone ringtone. It's so fucking creepy and cool. Everytime my phone rings I get happy and people look at me with this freaked out kinda look. They can't place the tune right away, but it's familiar and sends a chill down their spine. So fucking cool.

Alright, I'm out. Peace and Love suckers, hehehe.

Hi *waves*. I suppose it's about time I wrote something in my blog. I've been out and about in the world lately... working as usual. I feel discontent with my life as a usual and I am broke... as usual. I need a rich boyfriend who can spice up my life and keep me in the life for which I wish to become accustomed to. Needless to say I'm a mess.

So, John Kerry picked John Edwards as his running mate for the 2004 election. Can we say YAY!. I'm so freakin happy. I love John Edwards. I personally think he should have been the democrate candidate, but I don't run shit so that's that. But now I have a good reason to vote for John Kerry. At first is was just to get Bush's lying, coniving ass out of office, but now is for Edwards. I'm so happy.

Been working on some web stuff. I figured out that dread for tackling the news and gallery sections of Matt-Czuchry.Com was keeping me from working on the damned thing. So, I've decided to go with one of those fancy-assed mySQL gallery databases. You know, the ones all the kids are using these days. I chose Coppermine and it's working out so far. I also downloaded something similar for my news archive. That should really make my life easier, although there isn't much news concerning Matt.

On a personal note, I still have feelings for Mark and I'm addicted to Gatorade Fierce in Strawberry. Yeah, this addiction is new.

Gotta go, peace and love.