Social Observations: December 2004 Archives

Hi *waves*. Why is it that when you have tons of shit going on in your life, you don't blog at all? Is it lack of time? Maybe it's that everything that is happening to me is bad and I really don't want to rehash it in my blog for fear of bringing up the pain all over again. Yeah, that's probably it.

Actually my life isn't that bad. Oh, it's bad, but compared to some people, I have it pretty good. I mean, when you read about women in Sudan getting raped by muslim invaders who want to degrade them while trying to breed the black out of the population, it kind of puts things into prospective. Or, when you read about two women who were denied treatment for their cancers because they didn't have inssurance (healthcare in this country is fucked), it really makes you think... hmm, things could be worse. Not much worse, but there is still a margin for downgrade here.

I'm just growing more disgusted with the human race each passing day. We are so greedy and heartless. We'll fuck anyone over to get what we want. It's true for everyone. There are very few good, loving people in the world. There is always a base motive for good deeds. When you parents say they love you, they don't, they just want something. Humans do evil everyday, even on the smallest scale. We can't help it, it is our nature. People are just dirty, filthy things.

It's amazing how working in a grocery store has made me so jaded, but watching people shop is like observing a microcosom of human behavior.

I really need another job. The one I have now is making me hate the very thing that I am. I can't stop being human and that sucks. Peace.